Swan Songs

Source of current irritations

For some reason unknown to me, the fence that borders the side of the house where my bedroom is situated is ridiculously low, more of a designator of land boundaries than actually being useful at keeping anything out. As a result, the neighbour’s backyard faces straight into my room. New people have just moved into the house and they seem to be perpectually outside, I cant do anytihng in my room without shutting the curtains, which, quite frankly, i’d prefer not to do. I can’t play guitar without hearing people outside and becoming self conscious, i cant sit and read and look out the window. This is fucked. Yeah, much irritation.

24 March 2009


Man, yesterday was like the lamest thing ever, I go online to look at the setlist from what could be the last Ryan Adams show ever, just to discover Jimmy Chamberlain has left the Smashing Pumpkins.
I know they aren’t a band free from turmoil, far from it, but it caught me completely off guard. I just thought the bond between the two of them was unbreakable, Billy always said that firing Jimmy during the Adore era was the most difficult thing he’s ever had to do, and even on the most recent shows he has emphasised the fact they are best friends. Somehow I’m finding it difficult to believe this is just because he wants to spend more time with his family though.

Maybe it’s just the lack of information that’s irritating me. In the end, it comes down to whether Billy can make another good album, because Zeitgeist was always what it needed to be, a mission statement declaring the band was back and that they were going to make something incredible next up. Well, now it’s time to put the cards on the table, til then, I’ll wait on making a judgement.

22 March 2009


Ok, so I’ve given myself the challenge of creating a seductive mixtape for an article I’m writing… it’s hard when you arent specifically thinking of someone to listen to it.
Anyway, here’s what i’ve got thus far, let me know what you think, alteration ideas are welcome but i reserve the right to completely ignore them :)

Side A:
Beulah- Emma Blowgun’s Last Stand
Nick Drake- Hazy Jane I
Bob Dylan- Simple Twist of Fate
The Smashing Pumpkins- Thirty-Three
Elvis Perkins- While You Were Sleeping
Ryan Adams- Wonderwall
Grizzly Bear- Knife
The Microphones- The Moon
Smog- Teenage Spaceship
Sigur Ros- Untitled I (Vaka)

Side B:
This Mortal Coil- Song to the Siren
Jeff Buckley- Opened Once
Bjork- Unravel
Joan as Police Woman- Eternal Flame
The Shins- Pink Bullets
Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds- (Are You) The One That I’ve Been Waiting For?
Feist- Let It Die
The Flaming Lips- Feeling Yourself Disintegrate
Broken Social Scene- Lover’s Spit
The Flying Burrito Brothers- Wild Horses
Tom Waits- Blue Valentine


I might upload it at some point if anyone wants it and/or I can be bothered

15 March 2009


All the best directors have crazy gray hair

7 March 2009


7 March 2009


7 March 2009


NIN Wish w/ Dillinger Escape Plan Adelaide Soundwave 2.28.09

This was so unexpected and insanely awesome

3 March 2009


26 February 2009


Red is my favorite color
Red like your mother’s eyes after a while
Of crying about how you don’t love her
She says, “I know I don’t deserve
Supervised sight of her
But each day becomes a blur without my daughter”

Fall is my favorite season
Like falling to reasoning why you crashed from on high
She says, “Why is my life so uneven
And what have I done right
But given you your life
If after I led you on into that bar room?”

“Yes” is my favorite answer
I took a dancer home, she felt so alone
We stayed up all night in the kitchen
Doing my dishes, on and on until the dawn
She said, “I know that it’s easy to have me
But I have seen some things
That I cannot even tell to my family pictures
And I’m full of fictions and fucking addictions
And I miss my mother”

She’ll never know I could never forget her
If I could write her a letter, I’d try with every line
To say, “She still remembers your touch
And I know that it’s not much
But you still haven’t lost her”

— Okkervil River- Red

26 February 2009


Its way hot today, I dont feel like doing anything. I have 3 articles to write up tonight though, including a one on engendered subjectivity in music that im still not quite sure where im going with. Hopefully it works itself out as it goes along.

Also I got the new Antony & the Johnsons record yesterday, best thing I’ve heard this year Id say.

26 February 2009